i want everyone who has never had a horrible disease or cancer to undertake chemo. see how YOU feel watching every moment of your life – and being sleepy – and being sick. and i hope you ENJOY waking up at 2:00 am and staying that way for 10 – 12 hours, exhausted but unable to sleep. and i hope you LIKE eating every 2 – 3 days.
i want you to hurt like i do because that’s the only way you’re going to learn. or not. maybe you’re so self-obsessed that nothing can hurt you, and you think you’re immune to everything that is less than how you see it to be: perfect in your mind.
I want you to hurt like i do.
i want you to hurt.
and facebook people (i hate “peeps”), notice how the beginning of this blog post resembles a facebook post? well it’s because there is not one piece of software or ria that i can find that will handle it all. soon…but not now.
i’m gonna go snuggle littler dog.